My life is an ellipses

It's really hard for me to come up with blog titles. Really hard. Sometimes I think about for tens of minutes. So all I could come up with today was ... (<----) I am 27 years old. Is that too old? Or too young? to have a baby? Why can I NOT stop thinking about it. I feel like some days I really feel ready for that. Other days I don't think I'm even close to ready. My brother is having a baby, well...his wife is. I'm really happy for him because he's wanted a baby for a long time. BUT, his wife is only 25 (he is 32). My husband is 25; I am 27. Does this matter? How old is TOO old? ...I did some research on the internet. A woman in her 20s has an 84-98% chance of conceiving, while a woman in her 30s has a 75% chance of conceiving. As long as the woman is in good physical shape, the risk of her being hurt is somewhat low. Okay, well lately I cannot stop thinking about babies. BABIES, BABIES, BABIES!? Wtf, right? Last night, Randy and I picked out names...like, for hours. Sat there with a baby name book and looked up names.

In case someone else on the planet reads this blog...I don't want anyone to know our names, so I had to erase them! :) Sorry, but I am possessive.

Randy likes Brennan (that's his mother's maiden name). I think it's boring. We would call her Brynn, which I still don't hate. I guess I just want something that means something. I want something that is like all the names for the boys. Something interesting and beautiful. If anyone, other than myself is reading this blog. I'm taking options.

Atticus (To Kill a Mockingbird) Finn and Huckleberry (Huckleberry Finn) Natasha (War and Peace) Briony (Atonement) Heathcliff (Wuthering Heights) Pearl (The Scarlet Letter) Fitzwilliam (Pride and Prejudice) Elinor (Sense and Sensibility) Dorthea (Middlemarch) Daisy (The Great Gatsby) Rhett and Scarlett (Gone with the Wind )

Let me clarify. I am not pregnant. Nor do I plan to be pregnant at any time in the near future. I am just being prepared, and anal, and OCD.

The end.


Wait, I seriously can't believe I just wrote an entire blog about this. I'm ridiculous!

Becky